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Phillip fell and broke his leg on October 15, 2009. He went into the hospital and remained there in various stages of pain and misery until he finally let go on November 29th, 2009. It was a long time to be that way. My life changed forever.

I can’t say I am over his passing, or over the years of taking care of him but I am able to meet it head on now. I spent several months sort of hiding out, not wanting to see anyone or go anywhere. Anyway it was hot and many people were gone so it was easy to be alone.

Now the year mark is almost here - and I will no longer be able to say that this time last year I still had a husband. Some say it will be easier when that mark is reached. I say it is like many things - you learn to live with what is.

Fortunately my health is really great. I exercise constantly and sort of watch what I eat…..and have a lot of energy. I am getting out of the house now and meeting new people. Men are asking me for dates and so far I just cannot make that jump. I guess if I meet someone I really like it will be different I just can’t imagine being picked up for a date and making small talk and whatever else you do. Hopefully I will remember.

I am going to a new singles group on Monday and meet some more people. This seems to be an active group so that will be good. I am ready for whatever comes next. If I meet someone that ends up my partner - that will be nice. If I don’t - I have friends and above all - family so I am happy.

Life changes constantly and some changes take more time to deal with than others. But I am ready for some new changes - and fun - and friends. I could not have gotten to this point without the help of my 2 wonderful sons and their wives. I am so blessed my heart just pops when I think about them.